is it ever too EARLY to change everything? i'm still so young and yet i feel so dissatisfied with where my life is heading so far. to stay in Greenwich; somewhere i'm obviously not comfortable, to move back to Bromley; where i DO feel more than comfortable, but it would mean sacrificing a job i love, or do the (apparent) unthinkable, and find somewhere nearer to central, by myself? this way i'd gain my independence back, but look how that ended up last time. i don't want to let anyone down, but is that even possible anymore? either way, someones going to come up short, i'm just not sure if i want it to be me, yet am i strong enough to inflict it on someone else that i know and love?
i hope i don't fuck things up again.
on a lighter note, the wheel has now gone!!! shock, horror! wish i could have gone on it, but no biggie hey! just look how gorgeous it was!:
myself and Fam walked allllllllllll the way there from Greenwich earlier, to see all the lights, and fair do's the wheel wasn't lit any longer, but it was still lovely! work bright and early tomorrow, so night all!